Everyone always uses
"the grass is greener on the other side"
but what if it isnt?
I am young but have been through so much.
irresponsible but mature.
immature but responsible.
Lately i have been through more than i ever wished for.
dark side and a light side.
Its a change of life and im learning how to live.
Driving on a road i have no clue where it leads to.
Finding yourself can lead you to places you never wanted to go.
Finding yourself can lead you to do things you never wanted to do.
but never have regrets.
Ive learned lately that regretting never does anything but make
you wonder "what if". Instead look on the brighter side
its very hard and almost impossible.
Im not saying that everything happens for a reason because im not
sure there is a reason for everything. Just randomness in humanity.
i just know that on the road im leading will be
positive and negative. Its scary finding yourself.
Because in the end. What if i dont like myself.
"what ifs" rule our lives.
we all want something but in the same instance want
the totally opposite senario just to see.
Take what you get. theres no returns in life.
If you understand any of this .
kudos to you.
just my thoughts.

-Jay